me writing about how i went on the road trip and had lunch w/ the ex and found closure w the relationship. Yeah, the same one who moved back @ 3 months before I moved, and he was the only one who offered help w/ my move who didn't back out so he ended up
driving my moving truck..........welllllll
DING BAT finally admitted out loud
that he still has feelings for me to someone!!!!
of course it is THREE YEARS and 650 miles too late!!!
I have always kind of known - i mean, when he moved away from "old crap town" he never stopped calling, e-mailing, texting
, or im
me.... and yeah, i admit, when he does i respond. and i sometimes even get a little charge that i have that kind of hold on someone..... and he insisted on staying 4 days when we moved me in to make sure all was ok
but it isn't enough that i would want to get back together with him.
well, via e-mail, i found out through a really good friend that he still have feelings for me, and that now that I
have moved he realized
what he had.ok
, so should i really be laughing
, well, no.... especially since i am petrified that i will be single for the rest of my life. but the reality is that he was NOT mr
. right. and he never was.